In the second part
of Carol Clerk’s coverage of Lemmy departing Hawkwind, taken from her epic
biography The
Saga of Hawkwind, we discover how Lemmy
took his revenge. Prudes please look away now.
Lemmy returned to England as Paul Rudolph arrived to take
up his unexpected post in Hawkwind. They finished up one or two gigs in America
and not much more than a week later, set off on a European tour.
But Dave
Brock wanted Lemmy back.
Says Lemmy:
“He agreed with my sacking at the time, and then he realised what a horrible
fucking mistake they’d made. He didn’t think he was to blame. It was already in
his head he hadn’t been even part of it. Paul had arrived and it didn’t work,
and Dave asked me to rejoin. He was the only one who did. He was most
embarrassed. In those days, he got on very well with Nicky [Nik], although he
doesn’t now, but it’s always been Dave Brock’s band. So I said, ‘Okay.’”
On this
occasion, however, the captain was unable to garner any support for having
Lemmy back, and the invitation was withdrawn without apology. “Dave’s not good
at that shit,” acknowledges Lemmy. “He’s not good at ‘sorry’. The others
wouldn’t let him go through with it – ‘We think you should stand by the
decision.’ The two drummers were really vocal about it. They wanted a ‘real’
bass player, one who stands still at the back and lets them play their gongs.
Dave never really lost his grip of the band, but there are periods when he
coasts along.”
Dave
confirms: “I didn’t withdraw the offer. The others did. They decided ‘no’. The
trouble was, Lemmy and me used to play together and then I had to start working
with a bass player I’d never played with. There he was playing bass and I felt,
‘God...’ I knew Paul could play better lead guitar than I could, and my
confidence went a bit down the drain. He started playing lead guitar and I’d
switch to bass on some of the numbers.
“Del had
gone, and things were changing anyway. I used to get on very well with Paul. He
was a nice enough character and I used to share a room with him on tour but,
yeah, I missed Lemmy. We’d been playing together for four years. It was a wrong
decision to get rid of him. We should have written things more together, we
should have done lots of things differently, but that’s the way it is. We’re
all involved in egos, don’t forget. Some people felt more important than
others.”
Lemmy
ventures: “I always say I would never have left Hawkwind if I hadn’t been fired
– or I might have. If ‘The Drum Empire’ had carried on, I would have left, but
it obviously was not going to carry on because they fired Alan Powell later.
“It was
great – they fired me and their career immediately went down the toilet,
although it wasn’t ’cos they fired me – it was ’cos they didn’t get the right
replacement. I was the driver. I wasn’t indestructible, but you can’t replace
me with somebody who puts their leg up on the drum riser and plays a jazz
solo.”
Perhaps
surprisingly, Dave Brock agrees with Lemmy’s assessment. “It did go down the
drainhole after Lemmy had gone,” he affirms. “That was the start of the decline
of that era, the start of the empire changing. Three years later, that was the
end of it all.”
But only for
a little while.
Doug Smith was coming to terms with the fact that Lemmy
had gone for good. He was still appalled. “It was such a silly thing,” he says.
“That was the successful band, the live gig. The personae onstage were
just awesome. If you look at the period from the Space Ritual to Lemmy leaving
– that was their peak. That’s when they sold more albums and tickets than
they’d had hot dinners. That really was the magic band and everybody since has
just really lived off that era of success.
“Lemmy’s
front-of-the-stage persona was one of the strongest that the band had apart
from Nik Turner who basically went over the top, which was great. And Stacia –
every little boy’s fantasy, of course. I don’t think any of them ever realised
what size of a draw she was in Hawkwind. She was enormous.
“As far as
the show went, Nik, Lemmy and Stacia were really the key people, and Calvert
when he was there. The trouble about Robert was that he never got recognised
for what he really was in that band. Going back to In Search Of Space, there’s a lot of influence from Calvert – and
Barney.”
In terms of
personal politics, Douglas cites a different combination of characters: “Dave
and Nik and Lemmy and Simon King were the most powerful people within the band,
and Dave and Nik were the two main contenders for power.”
Smith
believes that Hawkwind should have hung on to Lemmy no matter what their
problems with him, admitting to having his own difficulties with the reckless
bass player. “I had Lemmy up to here [points to neck] all the time,” says
Smith. “He was constantly ahead of himself financially. Near the end, just
before he left the band, we were having a real desperate time. Financially, we
didn’t have tuppence. I was just trying to keep Hawkwind afloat.
“They cost a
lot of money. We had so many people being paid to go out and do a show – three
people to do lighting, an out-front sound engineer, a monitor engineer,
virtually a roadie for every member of the band. We were carrying, on any given
night, maybe 13 to 15 people. We bought visuals for Hawkwind, and lighting
equipment.
“One day I
was going to borrow money from this less-than-salubrious East End character. I
remember telling Lemmy, ‘I don’t have any money. I’m going to have to go and
see Alan today.’ He said, ‘Big Al? Oh, well, maybe you can borrow £50 for me as
well.’ And there was me trying to raise five or 10 grand...
“He used to
spend hours on slot machines at gigs and clubs, and he used to try and tap
people for a couple of quid. I remember seeing him once counting out poor old
Magic Michael’s pennies. Everybody used to go, ‘I’ve got no more money’. His
bank would not give him a reference. We couldn’t get a bank manager to give him
a loan. They’d say, ‘Look at his bank account. You put it in, it goes out.’ He
spent money that was unbelievable on a weekly basis. You put £1,000 in his
pocket and he’ll spend it.
“Lemmy
didn’t have money. He just spent it. And he was living in hotels. He got very
comfortable in this hotel in the Edgware Road. He’d ring up and want to borrow
£30. He’d say, ‘Put it in a cab.’ Then he’d ring back – ‘Has the cab left yet?
Can someone pop down to the off licence and get me a bottle of Jack?’ The
bottle of Jack would go in the cab, and the £30 had suddenly become £50 because
he’d have to pay for the cab and the off licence.
“Dave Brock
knew what money was. Nik Turner was peace and love most of the time. Simon King
and Alan Powell were okay. Lemmy has never understood what budgeting is. But at
the same time, if you look at record sales and changes in personnel, you can
see how quickly it started to go downhill after he left.”
Nik Turner agrees to differ.
He states: “Lemmy probably felt that he was
the main cause of the band’s success, but I wouldn’t really say that was true.
He probably says that the success trailed off after he left because he felt he
was quite contributory and instrumental to that success. It escapes me how. The
only thing he did was sing on ‘Silver Machine’.
“He probably
was a good frontman, but I don’t remember whether he was a good frontman any
more than Robert Calvert was, or I was, although I’ve never seen myself as a
frontman. I saw Robert and Barney Bubbles as really being the people that
created the band’s success.
“Lemmy says
it was Dave’s band. I thought it was everybody’s band. Obviously, Lemmy had his
own slant on it. I saw it as a community project with everybody involved and we
were all hippies together. Lemmy discounts that as a lot of rubbish, lacking in
any relevance or value. He saw it as a vehicle for him and Dikmik to take speed
and be on big ego trips, although Dikmik wasn’t like that.
“I don’t
know that we were criticised for getting rid of him. Obviously, people wanted
to know where Lemmy was. I can’t remember anybody saying, ‘Oh, the band isn’t
the same without Lemmy,’ although they probably did.”
Devastated though he was to have been chucked out of
Hawkwind, Lemmy has not been too proud to return to the band every now and
again for guest appearances. “You can’t bear grudges all your fucking life,” he
says. “Life’s too short. I’m not going to spend my life thinking about how I
hate somebody. I got a lot of funny shit to do, and none of it involves that.”
Which is not to say that he didn’t exact his
revenge at the time.
He confided, in Classic Rock: “By the time they got back to England, I’d fucked all
their old ladies except for Dave Brock’s wife, because she lived in Devon, too
far away, and besides, I didn’t fancy her. There was two of them I was already
fucking anyway.”
Lemmy is slightly more evasive today.
He admits: “I didn’t fuck all of them. Some
of ’em were butt ugly. I was already doing [one wife]. I just made sure I
visited her before they came back. She was a beautiful girl. I’d like to see
her again.
“I was back
and all their geezers were away. I went around and saw these women just as a
‘courtesy thing’. It was all done in the best possible taste. Some people will
believe anything...
“I’m not
going to say which ones I did, because it would lead to terrible sideways
glances next time I see them. I like to keep them on their toes – ‘I wonder if
it was mine?’”
Just a while
later, Lemmy managed to find a way into Hawkwind’s storage space to sneak out
his equipment with an accomplice.
He was
quoted in Classic Rock: “We had just
gotten my stuff into the van when Alan Powell caught us. He was shouting,
‘Yeah, ya cunt, you thought you’d steal your stuff back!’ We drove off
laughing…”